MISSBOSSYLOVE(:

I’m feeling so dumb right now. Maybe the week of the month is coming or wat. perhaps PMS.

For a moment. I thought that i could leave what happen during dis week aside & slightly able to smile.

The nxt moment YOU came in, YOU ruin EVERYTINK.

& I feel so CHEATED by YOU!

For a Moment, i thought finally.. i’ve my time to do my own stuff, my studies, my assignment.

but NO, you’ve got ur other motive. which is make me help you, HELP YOUR SON. In de end, Driving him around is more impt den allowing me complete my assignment, doh i tried hard telling you, how rush i am with my work & i’ve got no time.

CAUSE of YOU!, I’m Oways FORCE to DOING THINGs which i’m not really interested.

CAUSE of YOU!, I feel that i’m no longer the girl, i’m suppose to be.

CAUSE of YOU! I feel that my life is totally MEANING-LESS

CAUSE OF YOU! YOU KEEP CONTROLLING MY LIFE!

& DO YOU KNOW WHAT?

HOW MUCH I WISH TO TELL YOU, HOW MUCH I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE YOU!? I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT SOMETIME I really hope tat i can juz disappear. I really wish & i’m willingly to exchange my life/status/everytink with anyone, at lest i know, i’ll be more happy.

Coz whatever you make me do is to YOUR BENEFIT!!

I don really need you to know whatever i’m doing. All i need is juz some understanding. Is it even too much to ask for?

Few years, juz few more years. I’ll leave this home. surely. I can nv be like you, mother..

This week haven been a good week.

Lots of things keep happening one after another.

was totally shock when the deliveryman came. Totally unexpected.

However, need to say sorry coz i’m really busy with my work.

Thanks baby, Love you.

My uncle ( dad’s elder bro ) pass away yTd morning DUE 2 LUNG CANCER..

DOH, I FEEL THAT IS NOT THAT MUCH OF A SURPRISE THAT HE GOT LUNG CANCER, COZ IN MY MEMORIES SINCE YOUNG, WHENEVER I SEE HIM, HE WILL BE SMOKING - A HARDCORE SMOKER.

HOWEVER, EVERYTHING JUZ SEEMS TO HAPPEN TOO FAST, & ALL I’M WORRIED NOW WAS MY DAD. FOR A LONG TIME, DIDN SEE MY DAD THAT SAD.. HMMM

ANW, SO I’VE GOT TO MISS MONDAY’S LESSON DUE TO MY UNCLE’S LAST DAY, & EVERYONE HAS 2 BE THERE TO ‘SEND’ HIM OFF..

I HATE to ADMIT!

I HATE THIS feeling!!

Am i really like a bird oways being lock up in a cage?! or a freaking ugly frog living in a yucky well??

I’m alrdy 21!!

I need my life!!

& stop pushing blame on me, when ur SON did sth wrong!! i’m not ur punching bag or whatever which u can vent ur anger on whenever ur pissed-off

Plus as far as i can manage my studies well, DON INTERFER in watever CCA I JOIN!!